ANGRY?

I am today free from work. For this whole week I dont have office. I have no plan. I want to live the whole week like this. Lets see how many days do I survive without the mundane but accustomed office routine. I couldnot help myself coming to the net cafe just for the habit of surfing the net. How was the night? Dont ask me . I could not sleep. Sometimes I get angry with myself. I cannot explain my thoughts to anybody.
Throughout the night I just played with my dreams
There was friends in the dreams
Who looked so distant.
There was memory
My sweetest leisure
Though I dont play with them.
Why it happens all the time
When I think everything is well settled
There comes somthing
to mock at me, to laugh at me...
I have not done any harm to anybody
I have not stolen anybody's sleep
Then why the world comes up to kill me?
Why??????
Lets forget it
Lets forget it
Lets forget it