Muse

Through the wind of the thunder there comes a face
A face that is the reality..
I had been waiting for this moment from the infinity
The minutes passing by the river side
and the silent evenings
Passed infront of the thick thoughts
Across the wish rising up to the sky
With a mouthful of sweet nothings
I had alwys been waiting for this moment.
Strange
You have alwys been infront of me
In the downfall from the cilff
and also while rising up to the sun
and also during the swiming in the barrier
And also during the thunder storm..
And also during the hail storm
when we both used to tremble with rage :-)
But I have one complaint
why do u give so much tension to me?
If you give a single call
My heart beat would have been normal
You know that right........
I know that is YOU
and
That is ME
:-)
We are like that only

For U

Sometimes I just want to fly. To the distanat horizon, beyond the line of blue and play with the white dreams.Divorced from the time I want to float around the sky with the birds and land in some distant lake where I can swim with the white cranes. And with them I again want to reach the sky and move to Siberia and play with the white snow. Sometimes I want to be a small child and play around with a tire in hand.Why are they happy all the time?I too want a take a handful of earth in my hand and make sweet nothing with them....I want to splash water to somebody who will be with me....I want to write something stupid on the black slate with white chalks.I want to memorize the rhymes and number tables sitting ny the tree and shouting at the top of my voice...
Sometimes I just want sit idle, doing nothing.Nothing..Nothing is a dreaded word for me.With the experience of complete nothingness in my pocket a few years back I have travelled quite a few blogs. I dont want to go back to nothingness...But still sometimes Nothing is also beautiful.
And sometimes I just want sit beside somebody and take her head in the my shoulders and sit there for thousands of seconds.
I have to do so many things yaaaar...
Lets Go Now..................................................................

The Changed Day

There comes responsiblity. Like in the movie Spiderman(part I) its told "With Every Power Come Responsibility", I am feeling it. But how has it come? Nobody has given me it.Nobody took me to some sacred place and told me that right from now on you are having this and this reponsiblity. I am feeling it spontaneously, an unseen force. The way I was scared when somebdoy took the wrong road. I have full confidence on that person. I know she can take care of herself. I know she is intelligent enough to fend off all the adversaries, but still it is felt..I never felt so grown up earlier.
From tomorrow I will be joining a new commpay and with that there will be the culimination of my sojourn. Of my musings. Life is so fast. Till a few days back all was so foggy.Nothing was clear. And today morning when I woke up I found a new day waiting for me.

Something Absurd

In the darkness of the night when the devil sleeps
Then it creeps thorough the rib case
Rising to the red valves
Trying out to pump out more red liquid.....
Every second,every minute , every hour of the day and the night
It keeps its journey from the toe
To the network of brain tissues
Walking through the puzzled mesh of nerves
it moves to the spine
And then it shrinks and shutters the stomach...
Ha ha ha ha ha
Yeah everybody smiles..
At the slightest pretext I try to flee
from my promise, my commitments
May be all the promises are like that only..
Rising from the strewn leaves
Taking every sweat, making every nerve work
I try to make them glow in the morning sun
But I need your help
I need your help
Why do u flee at the slightest provocation?

Budget

Its my second day in solitude.How was yesterday? It was the Budget day. No? I know it was declared day before yesterday but for me it was yesterday as the Newspaper carried details in yesterdays newspaper. I am not a finance guy. I dont understand much of the details of the finance. I am just interested to know how much the cost of living is going to increase. Like one of my friend who is interested in the Budget because everytime it increases the price of cigarette. Yesterday he was bitter abd telling me that the Paanwala from where he buys his regular cigarette has already hiked the price of the brand of cigarette that he smokes. Its funny :-). Even before the budget is implemented everybody is busy implementing it. I hope every government order work like this! And in this budget apart from the usual thing like subsidy in Fertilizers and every crap like that what I found most amusing the surcharge that Gove is going to levy on any Demand draft, Travellers cheque of 1.0% above Rs10000. That means I have to pay Rs100 for making a dd of rs 10000. Thats apart from the earlier DD charges. Or I will have to pay the same amount if I withdraw the same amount from Bank in a single day. This is absurd. I have to pay for withdrawing my own money! What kind of rule is that?
Ok lets forget the budget now.. We cant do much about it anyway.
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I make my dreams from the hay
When u give me the giggle of the kid
Then I start making my dreams.
When you cry my heart shatter
Like the glass that broke with milk.
Dont cry my life
Crying will not give anything...
Forget the people who give u pain
I am standing in the your front with arms wide open
Come there ... forever